we went through that much
i want to be with you
your smile just melts my heart
you gave me hope
and lit my life
all i want is just to
smile with you again
Saturday, December 30, 2006
i just have a sudden urge to blog, which happens so rarely. must have raked up quite a bit to blog about in my bath just now.
all blacks outing today! though not all came, it was quite enjoyable just getting together talking about stuff and reliving the YLTC group spirit we had, together with our trainer wayne. wayne suggested going pariss to eat, but heard it was super expensive, ended up in suki sushi having buffet. they must be amazed that i have a big appetite given my small size. plus wayne's jaw dropped when i said i was only half full when everyone was full. dillion seems to be getting $18 worth of drinks only. but oh wells, the point is to get together and chat!
amazingly, i've been asked the same question countless times.
anyone: are you working now? me: no anyone: rich kid
since when did not finding work translate to being a rich kid?!? argument is heavily flawed and hastily generalized. if i ever were to bring up such concepts to nair she'll hang me on the spot.
maybe its just that i have different perspectives to life as others have, with the exception of zen, who seem to agree with me to a large extent. to treasure the time now and enjoy or catch up on your hobbies before life decided to smack dung on you. i still stand strong on my stand that most people who chiong to work just for money now will regret it 5 years down the road. MOST.
working for enjoyment or a good cause(CIP?) to me seems like a valid excuse. wayne suggested to me to be a camp trainer and i think its a brilliant idea! he said no entry requirements, just been sporting and enthusiastic will do. though the pay is low and hours long plus feeding mosquitos in the bunk, i think its fun to run around singapore playing treasure hunt with campers; like the amazing race! but there would come a point in time where i may have to demonstrate abseilling to them, which i shall remind you that i'm fearfully afraid of heights. might consider signing up with INOTREK haha.
so i'm currently enjoying my life, living it to the fullest! but referred to as "slacking" by many people.
anyways, i just received provisional approval from moe to be a relief teacher together with zen so i'm just waiting for schools to call me after i apply to them. but i heard that now schools mostly need humans teachers, which bothers me because i placed all sciences and maths as my preferred subjects. wells, i could teach them geog! haha bring them out on field trips =) wells its learning beyond the classroom! oh i could teach history and bring them to singapore history museum and give them a guided tour! haha i wonder if i'm still in the main com O.o oh i can rattle on about history of medival europe like the crusades! haha been my interest to read up about these stuff since secondary school. too bad they didn't teach medival history though, only modern history.
i have this sudden urge to muG! hahaha to read up about all my interest topics. i'm gonna get stoned to death by mentioning this but, library anyone?